Unfinished thought.

After turning inward toward myself, I emerged feeling refreshed and ready to take on the world.

I was very wrong.

Now I'm just self centered and a bitch. I can't understand why.

How did this happen? better yet, why did this happen?

I was never like this. I've never been so selfish in my life.

I ljust want what I want and I end up getting what I want.

People cater to me and it needs to stop immediately.

I don't want to sound like I'm blaming this on other people. It's no ones fault but my own. I made me this way, and I have to reflect and fix whatever I have done wrong.

I just want to collapse into my own mind again. Those were better days. Other peoples thoughts and word's didn't impact me so negatively. I took everything in stride and noticed the absolute beauty in everybody. I was able to put myself in someone else's position and see through their eyes. I did whatever I could for others with no expectations of any sort of reciprocation.